PAIN..

I am scare. did u ever notice that? never.

I am worry. did u ever notice that? never.

I am stress. did u ever notice that? never.

I am sad. did u ever realize? never.

I am hurt, damn hurt. did u ever care? never.

I am not a super women. I am not.

I kno, sometime i will over react. but, did u ever think why will i act like that?

its good u care about those ppl around u. but, u r not a superman also.

Can I be a little gal juz for one day? Can i have ur fully attention juz for one day?

Can I? May I?

I really hurt.... I really Pain......

them...

dunno since when....

i start rapat with them.....

althougth i m not sure my position or their view on me..
but, i really love them...

when they are not here, i m sooooooooo not use to it :(

i already forget when is my last time cry infornt of my frens..

but in the pass two weeks, i phone J.T. and crying on the phone... there was no body beside me at that time.. i feel so lonely.... i m so glad, got her to warm my heart.

last week, things happen again... i cry infront of C.C.... in her room...

althought they cant help me settle anythings..

but, that was more than enuf..

thanks God.. let me know this two lovely gal........

MUAKSSS!